Memories and Amphetamines

Desperately seeking past desires
Every one a chance once missed
Gazing eyes of romantic spiers
Phantom lips never kissed
Too many thoughts never shared
Too many feelings dismissed
If only one had known how I cared
If only I had the nerve to persist
An empty feeling ever growing
My insides birth a lover's cyst
Now the void is slowly showing
Now I fade into the mist
Hunting for the Yang to my Yin
No longer can I subsist
I seek the bow to my violin
The rebel to my fist
From my search, I will never retreat
My love is out there, she must exist
Till I find her, I am incomplete
As each comes, that's another one missed